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ahhh, a dream ... PART OF ME! how mad I got to Träumchen, every idea is labeled as a brilliant dream. Los professor who, Los find ne work in Bonn and live there. Let's see what else I find for dreaming. I want more! The
started, was not an easy entry, again verpeilt times just like the last. But this time I have come much faster clean. It's nice to meet up with old allies. I love this student's life. Freedom, beautiful. It gives me the same feeling as in the live, this freedom, the connection into a fascinating world. This ancient castle, victoriously down this beautiful course I am the genius of the past and present very close. Maschiene systems through this beautiful green and catch under the trees. But, it really is Avalon, it's really Avalon. I am happy to be there again, I must now wrestle with real-time and learn more. Who knows, I'll find vll ne temporary position as professor aid. Links with studies my work in one would be awesome. This idea is so tasty that I definitely have a time set apart to be. But I will wait tables too. Too bad my father would not finance the apartment in Bonn, then I would look there iwas to wait tables and live in Avalon can!
That's a little dream of me, I suggest saving! I want to Bonn!
Unfortunately, this dream still difficult to put on hold as long as cross Where my father. Especially now that he does not even remember me in the eye. Alternatively, sponsors are not rosy grad ... It can work in a not so much want, but just wait tables and live in Bonn and at times we drink something. Why did he göhnt it me?
Have again begun to listen to old music, the soundtrack from the Forbidden Augustkonflickt and Schimärenhölle. Today it sounds very beautiful and expresses exactly how I feel. Not only these repressed times I've unpacked but also in the midst of the false utopia of the axis. It is a pity that I remember these melodies, which remind me of the axis, also at the university and my ascent. It umglaublich is where I am still moved from one year and find out now.
Oh, and last year. Sina was here yesterday. She smelled like the last summer, or had smelled of last summer after Sina? I do not know. But it is umglaublich how quickly it changed my world. Not only last year but in January and also yesterday. It brings real äktshn Fever in my world, it is. I wonder where they will get it?! How can you have so much energy and this madman. Simply fascinating. I wish I at least had a small core of this energy, they would bewecken my live that way. From me, is not Engergie or want something to gestahlten. This is actually a very good description have been for the last months:
My life did not seem as dead because I had no meaning, but because it was totally lifeless simple.
That's what I hate most about her at the same time what I most like about her. She is a very unusual person. Actually I had thought that they would not find real meaning in my life, now it is my fountain of youth iwie become.
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